Why?

Left behind.

Like the leafs and the rain and the wind...

Left behind, all alone.

So dark, so cold, so empty.

I feel betrayed when there was no reason to trust in the beginning.

Alone and wishing to cry and yet smiling.

Smile and hide your tears and your fears.

Never enough, never free, never me.

Run

Run faster than the wind
Run with the wolves in the wild
Run till your heart runs free
Let your soul run with the night

Burn

Let the fires rage,
Let it all burn,
Let it consume, reduce to ashes, devastate.
Let the worlds collide,
Realities collapse.
Let it all fade away into nothing
And forever lay my soul to rest in the flames.

Hurt

It hurts.
Close my eyes.
Breath in.
I let it wash over me.
It is a wave I ride.
It is a tsunami and hurricane inside me.
Breath out.
I smile and let myself feel the warmth of the blow.
Savour the pain.
It is just another game.
Another night.
Another me.
Another blow.
Breath in.
It will be over soon.
Forget that it hurts.
You love the pain anyway, right?
You have been in love with that special brand of pain.
You have for eons.
It is immortality in pain when you love the whispered words.
Breath out.
It hurts.

Existence

I carry the night on my fingers,
A billion stars at their tips.
The power runs through me and I let myself drift.
Nothing more exists when everything is in existence.